Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 7:56 PM * Friendship problems... again.
Heard from a friend: I am not well-liked.Sure I know that, thank you friend.
Heard from the friend: Another friend [who she knows who she is, i guess] thinks I act cute, am proud, and wanna be leader every time.
I guess... I wanna be leader every time. Because... being a leader means everybody listens to you. But with my height and the STUPID not well-liked personality I have, no chance.
Yep, no chance, Crystal. No chance.
Sammie: My role model.
Yu Kee: My role model.
Renise: An interesting friend, cool.
Dao Yun: A helpful friend.
Olivia: Good with friends, my very good friend [but she doesnt treat me as very good friend, in my opinion]
Jia Xuan: We are NO LONGER 'best friends'. She's best friends with somebody else.
Haiz... Now my closest is Miracle, the neighbourhood cat. I tell her anything and she always nudge me with her body and keep pressing her body against mine. She is the best listener in the whole world, and my best friend in Singapore. [Btw. She's Mimi in short.]
I try to be humble, but I guess I got tons of bad habits. I never knew that a friend thinks that I am proud. Why? I do not know.
Even if I understood, how do I change? I hate my stupid personality, but there's no close friend to help me. Mimi always brightens up my day, but in school, when I'm alone, which is WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY often, I think of her.
Peeps, I'm just a nobody. I guess I would NEVER become one of the 'IN' crowd, never part of you all.
Something my good friend Yu Kee told me: She said when I was p3, she thought I was a great friend.
But now, I guess I... AIYA... I DUNNO LA. EVERYTHING'S A MESS!
MY 'BEST FRIEND' DUMPED ME, MY BeST FRIEND LEFT, mY gOOD FRIENDS ALMOST IGNORED ME, I DONT LIKE SCHOOL THS DAYS. Camp is much more fun, but Yu Kee and Olivia always together, I have to pair up with others again, those I'm not familiar with.
I now love the song by Mitchel Musso, the 'IN' Crowd.