Monday, March 2, 2009 @ 2:25 PM *
Remember laz time I wrote that I didnt know what to say around Yu Kee, Sammie, Renise and all the gals? Yeah, I still feel it, but I poured all my feelings out to YuKee and I can talk to her quite freely now.
But I still feel uneasy to talk to her while she's talking to someone.
I thinl my problem is I wanna be perfect among my classmates. Dont wan dem to look down on me. OBVIOUSLY I KNOW THEY WOULDNT DO THAT! But... I dont know...
Lonely again.
Let me pair up all my gal classmates. Let's see.
Renise & Sammie
Yu Kee & Olivia
Kai Qi & Uda
Ng Jin & Su Mae
Dao Yun & Renise
nvmnvm... its juz...
i hate people that like say my name like wanna speak to me then when I turn and say "Huh?" and they'll say "nothing nothing..." Jia Xuan always does this and I hate it.
I dont wanna hurt her feelings, but just to say, I dont know if she really and truly treats me like a very best friend.
Like after Abi gone lia0... I dunn0 la
Is I got problem or her.
And CA1 coming, handphone no batt, MP3 no batt. Me also no batt la.
i cant take this anymore!!!
I wanna tell the world what I feel, my true feelings, and stop pretending around friends. That's who i am. But i simply cant do it. Why? It takes guts. And I haven't got them.
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Monday, March 2, 2009 @ 2:25 PM *
Remember laz time I wrote that I didnt know what to say around Yu Kee, Sammie, Renise and all the gals? Yeah, I still feel it, but I poured all my feelings out to YuKee and I can talk to her quite freely now.
But I still feel uneasy to talk to her while she's talking to someone.
I thinl my problem is I wanna be perfect among my classmates. Dont wan dem to look down on me. OBVIOUSLY I KNOW THEY WOULDNT DO THAT! But... I dont know...
Lonely again.
Let me pair up all my gal classmates. Let's see.
Renise & Sammie
Yu Kee & Olivia
Kai Qi & Uda
Ng Jin & Su Mae
Dao Yun & Renise
nvmnvm... its juz...
i hate people that like say my name like wanna speak to me then when I turn and say "Huh?" and they'll say "nothing nothing..." Jia Xuan always does this and I hate it.
I dont wanna hurt her feelings, but just to say, I dont know if she really and truly treats me like a very best friend.
Like after Abi gone lia0... I dunn0 la
Is I got problem or her.
And CA1 coming, handphone no batt, MP3 no batt. Me also no batt la.
i cant take this anymore!!!
I wanna tell the world what I feel, my true feelings, and stop pretending around friends. That's who i am. But i simply cant do it. Why? It takes guts. And I haven't got them.